anyone seen me in that state before?
ohmygoodnessi'maddicted.much to my horror.
i must do something about it soon before it eats me away like every other addiction that exists.
under some unexplained unfortune,
i managed to lose one side of a pair of earrings i bought just this afternoon.
(this seem to happen to me all the time
i lost one side of another pair of earrings at the end of last year too.
it was more painful though; it was much more expensive than the pair i bought today
and of course, much nicer.)
i haven't even had the chance to wear it out.
so much for trying to see if i can carry off the big hoop earrings spotted by so many people these days.
oh well.
the one side don't seem to look that nice to me so ya...
okayy.
enough of bimbotic ramblings.
once again i find myself in the predicament that i feel so numb.
i just take it as it comes this time.
maybe i can try to forge something really better out of it.
but seriously, why even bother?
too long.
been too long.
i knew it.
i just knew it.
time to accept things and move on.
sigh.
i want a boyfriend tooooo.
